I've been
dithering. Not uncommon for me, just ask my husband. I have a gazillions things
I want to do and not enough time in the day to get them done, not because I
can't but because I dither. That isn't to say I don't get things done, it's
just that I must wade through the litter of dither to get there.
I haven't always been that way. I am by nature a take-charge woman, and not
always a sensitive one, so Katie-bar-the-door or I'll run over you. I don't
mean to, but focus at some point becomes obsession. An agenda is meant to be
followed.
I've
written about this before, so I won't go into detail here, but a to do list at
this point in my life is essential. (Check here for prior post). There are days
when even a to do list doesn't help. Sometimes I stare at it, my eyes glaze
over and I turn to my iPad and play Word W.E.L.D.E.R. Work? You're kidding,
right? Who am I trying to impress? What do I think will happen to the thousands
of words I've written and published over the years?
So begins procrastination
and self-doubt. I have to give myself a swift kick in the posterior to get off
the pity pot and move on.
So What?
The
dither deal today is that I'm seriously thinking about going back to publishing
an e-zine. I did on off a year or so ago, but I didn't have the
patience to give it time to build a readership, and I couldn't figure out how
to make money at it. This is nothing unusual. I've done a fair number of the
things in my life that either lost money or never made a dime. I guess getting
and being and maintaining a rich lifestyle isn't a driving factor behind my
choices.
So the
dilemma is this. I've been working diligently at building a web presence with
the idea of selling my books: Tiger
Lilly, Not Just Another Day, The Ballad of Bawdy McClure, and Future Imperfect. Why I believed
creating three blogs and maintaining a website would accomplish this I'll never
know. To my knowledge not one single book has been sold as a consequence of all
this effort. It doesn't help that two of them are sci-fi, one is daily
devotional and another is contemporary fiction about family relationships. Does
anyone see the problem here? Try creating SEO protocol for that mess.
Back to the Topic
I stopped publishing the e-zine about eight months ago. For the effort I was putting
into it, I saw no measurable indicators that any but a handful of family and
friends were actually reading it. I'm doing the blogs because... Well there you
go, I'm not sure why I'm doing the blogs. I THINK it's building my web presence
and my author platform, however I'm seeing no measurable indicators to prove
that it is.
Bear with
me folks, I'm on a ramble here, not to mention a dither.
One of
the blogs is tied to my radio show, Writer's Block, which airs each Tuesday
morning at 9 a.m MST. It is a program about writing and writers. I invite
authors (published and want to be published)
to be interviewed in-studio or as call-in guests. Following the program
I summarize the discussion and do a review of the program in my Writer's Block
blog.
Joy inthe Morning is a blog of brief inspirational readings or poems. It is tied to
my spirituality and will likely lead to a second book of daily devotionals.
The blog
you're reading is the third blog. Rambling Prose is about what ever strikes my
fancy, kind of like my now dormant e-zine, Happenstance,
life happens. Even so, it doesn't have the flexibility of an e-zine, or if
it does I haven't figured out how to make it work.
Still with me?
And then there is the Sharon Vander Meer website, which remains fairly static with general information, only updated once a week with links to Writer's Block program summaries.
Coming
from print media I still think in terms of graphic design, popping pix and
writing to section demands. Is it food and lifestyle? Does it fit in features?
Sports? Trends? Books? Travel? Commentary?
For what
I want to do, an e-zine makes more sense because my interests vary and as much
as I want to be a writing machine punching out books by the dozens, the truth
is my curiosity and dithering eclectic tastes do not contribute to finishing
yet another manuscript, and I'm not much good at marketing the books I've already written! Still, I forge ahead.
And – this is a biggie folks – I love talking to writers. I
enjoy promoting their work. It tickles me silly to publish words crafted by
talented people. I enjoy reading and doing book reviews.
That
doesn't leave a lot of time for
additional writing, but I forge ahead.
Now What?
So, the
questions for me are, "Do I continue to maintain three blogs and a website
– none of which are doing what
I want them to do (sell books), or do I go back to e-zine publishing creating something on the order of a literary journal? And if I
do, is it possible to have an income stream?"
The
question for you as a follower or reader is, what do you think? Check out the
published e-zines at this link and the one above, and give me your feedback in the comments
section below. I'm sort of looking for a better understanding of what will work in the web environment we are now living in. To blog or not to blog, that is the question.
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